This mama here is feeling a bit uncertain and kind of lost. This mama here is in dilemma.
But this mama tries hard to be strong and face whatever it is going to happen. This mama will do her best to do what is best for all of us. It's not gonna be easy but this mama will find the way to cope.
Sometimes, this mama wish that she were a boy so she could make the rules as she goes. But she's just a mama so she should understand.